Its been so long that i havnt posted anything, Got too close to other guy or made them get too close to me.
           I didnt brake up with Arturo until i got fed up. i asked  Arturo for a break but in a way i wanted to permantly end the relationship, it already was fading away. i didnt want to, actually i could talk to him, cuz i was working all the time he was never there for me after i left his house. our Relationship was slowly fading away and i didnt want to miss out on my youth.
          I was on my own renting a relatives room, i was independent and he was still with his parent still with his family. He was too dependent. On me in our relationship i had to manage his manner teach him to be social  and to be a person on his own. told him theres sacrifices  to being your own person but he always listened to his parents.
        He was kind of a nerd. It made me proud though knowing he was one of the Smart ones in school. i thought i would have a life with him cuz of his education, but it took  much more sacrifces just to actually be with him not just with his family his ways. i couldnt have a relationship with him! he  just wanted me to be there for him, he wanted me on stand by for after he graduated college and then maybe after he retired whatever work he did. We litterally never went out on a one on one date in our 3 year relationship.  to be cntd

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